Friends? HAH

Friends.

Yep I'm just like that nemo up there. Loner. I don't have much friends. I don't have any close friends. I don't have any bestfriends. I don't have any friends whom I can share everything. I don't have any friends whom I can really have fun and joke ard with. I don't have any friends whom understand me. I don't have any friends to cry on, to lend me their ears/shoulder. I'm such a loner. 

Yep tell me I have a boyfriend but no I still have a feeling that we are just friends. I mean c'mon if Omar is really my boyfriend then..... HAH seriously. I'm sad.  I feel so lonely at times when I don't have anyone to go out with or whenever I see pictures o my friends with their bestfriends or their boyfriend/girlfriend. Yep I'm happy for them but at the same time deep down I'm sad. I really am 😔😢  I envy those people whom always hang out with their close friends like just chill, hang out, play soccer, play games, shopping, makan all because I don't have any friends to do that with. & that's the reason why. Why I am sad. I really feel so.....lonely. No one have time for me. I'm just like an option to them. I don't feel like  needed. I feel so useless. & I'm really really sad. :( :'(