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Y'know it's sad when hais idk I'm just feeling so sad now. Yep have been feeling down since like Wednesday. Why? Idky. There's just so many things in my mind. Idk 😢 I wanna go out but I don't have any close friends to go out with. No one is free to go out with me. I am totally enjoying my holiday. Seriously. It's gonna be three weeks of holiday and hahahahahaha I am enjoying it. Doing nothing. Stay at home. Watch tv. Going out alone & sometimes to the same old boring place over and over again. TOTALLY ENJOYING IT :(  

I really wanna go somewhere this holiday. I mean c'mon it's HOLIDAY!!!!!!! & I have freaking 4 weeks of holiday since there's 3 weeks attachment & whuuuuut I'm wasting 3weeks of holiday doing nothing :(  LIFE. OH HOW SAD. 

My plan to go to the zoo, ice skating all GONE since hahahahahahaha I've totally wasted like almost 3weeks of my holiday. Hais I'm so sad. I really am. I'm disappointed. No one know how I feel. I feel so.....lonely 😔😢