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Y'know it's sad and it really hurts when people that mean the most, hurt the worst. I mean look, Omar whom really mean the most to me hahahaha actually unfollowed me on twitter again and what back to what had happened before? Not talking to each other again? Oh so now what's the reason behind it? I'm tired. I really am. I'm giving up. I shouldn't have go on and talk to him when he was starting a conversation with me back then. I regretted. 😢  What kind of relationship only communicate thru fb chat? No message, no whatsapp, no call. So I really think that we are not in a relationship huh. So we are just friends huh? I mean look, we didn't really open up to each other. Just like what happened last year. I still have no idea why you suddenly stopped talking to me and being an asshole(well that's what you called yourself), you didn't even bother and take your own initiative and tell me why, what's wrong, what happened back then & what you suddenly chatted with me asking me how's life and you are sorry. Sorry without explaining to me why. Why why why!!!!!!!! 😢😔 & then for the past few months ever since your birthday everything seems to be normal, it's like as though nothing had happened huh? yep but I'm still wondering, I'm still curious but I pretend. I pretend nothing had happened back then. 😔  Y'know I really wanna celebrate my birthday with you. Spending my day with you. You've never done so. Last year everything was sucked up because of you, because you ignored me. This year, yes I understand that your sister is coming back. I totally do that's the reason why you can't celebrate with me but... Just a short meet up would mean a lot to me. 

BUT HAIS RINA FORGET IT!!!!! 

What a surprised me is that you literally UNFOLLOWED me on twitter right after the day I said I was sad and the reason may or may not be you. This makes me even more sad and idk what to do now. Whether or not to chat with you when you are online or just shut myself and keep quiet. like wts c'mon I was feeling super down on that day and you just had to ask me that qn????? SERIOUSLY?!?! Hais. I shouldn't have talked to you. I regretted. I'm gonna forget everything. Well as much as I could. As for now really, Goodbye 👋