17th 🍰

Oh well yeap 21st September. Yep my birthday. Yep not important tho. I know. 😔  guess what have I been doing!!!!!!!   I mean like literally. It's so sad. Just went to town with mum for a while and yep thought of having lunch with Omar since tmr we are not able to meet but ha ha ha too late 😔  then I went back home and lepak. Lepak till now. & people wished me, telling me to enjoy my day, have fun and shingzzz and I'm like 'how to have fun alone? How to enjoy alone when no one is free to celebrate your birthday with you?' 😢  sad huh. Life. This is my life. I mean..... Hais I'm sad. Celebrating with the wolves next week instead of tmr cos I thought of going out with Omar tmr but hey there's jap party with le cousins! 🎉🎊🎈🎁  so yep idk. I mean I don't wanna make any plans. I'm tired. 😪  I knew my birthday this year is gonna be like any normal day. Well in fact every year it is gonna be like this. Hah not surprised. I mean idk why do I even bother to give people birthday present and surprised them for their birthday when what I get in return for my birthday is just normal sad boring day 😢😢  and my stupid eyes just can't stop tearing up since the ytd night. Gosh!!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭