Why

Hahahahahaha it seems like we're not meant to meet each other. You are busy and hah busy with your soccer stuffs and all and idk man. Hahahahaha it's just so funny.. I can't..... 😢😢  yep I wanted to meet you last Sunday after the Jap party, after your soccer but haha no you can't make it. Okay fine. Was hoping to meet you either on tues or wed since I'm in the morning shift but nope you didn't mention anythingg. & yep I took the initiative to tell you my results without you asking me but hahaha for you, I need to ask and whaaaat you just said oh sorry forgot to tell. Hahahahaha so fuunny. And this weekend. Hais YOU told me that you are gonna confirm helped out with kendarat on sat and I told myself wth you told me sat we are gonna meet. So you expect me to do kendarat with you la on sat after me working 5days straight!!!!! Ouch. I was really looking forward to Saturday because I wanna meet you but hahahaahhahaah 😂😂 okay fine I asked Faizah and Herdy all out and okay fine they are not free so yep I helped out with kendarat because I was hoping to meet you there. Okay fine. Then what in the morning just now you are like "what? I thought you didn't want that's why I never go. It's so far for you. You are not tired meh?" WOW WOW WOW! Funny huh huh huh!!!!!! 😂😂😂  okay fine like duh la i was so pissed! Whatever sia I'm so tired already. Tired of hoping. Tired of waiting. IDK I really dunno what to do. Idk what's our relationship now. I mean seriously. There's still no explanation as to what happened all these while. And yep here I am laughing to myself telling myself how stupid I am. Waiting for a guy who's not...... Idk. Yep I know he love soccer. Yes I think I am being so understanding uh like seriously. I'm so tired already. Why am I so foolish?? Why???? Why??? What am I waiting for??????? 😢😪😥